Road Kill

Should I quit, the thought is in my brain firmly planted.  The race is this Saturday and I am in no way prepared for the race like I thought I would be.  In fact I may have regressed in the last couple of stressful weeks of school.  I haven't posted in a while because I have been avoiding telling any one that I really haven't been doing anything.   But I am going to try.  I have already paid my money and I am going to try. The worst it could be is that I have to stop and not do it or be the last over the finish line which may be a possibility at this point.  I really don't want to quit.  I want people there, but not to experience my demise.  I still don't even really understand how to fix a flat tire.  That would be the worst thing ever.  I think I would dump my bike at that juncture, throw it down and thumb a ride back in.  Oh how I really don't want to be road kill.  Please think of me as I am getting up super early to kill myself Sunday morning.  Pray for me.